....What a STUPID lamb. What a sick masochistic lion

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"and so the lion fell in love with the lamb"

Happy 27th Birthday to my amazing boyfriend in an hour. :] I am a lucky girl, I love this boy more than anything..sure he makes me mad sometimes, but we go together like peas and carrots... like peanut butter and jelly... like... hmmm.... Beer/drunkness & Taco Sinaloa (only Travis will get that hahaha..altho that hasn't happened in a very long time).

We had an awesome awesome birthday dinner with all of our very close friends minus a few.. 16 people altogether I think? Lesson learned: do NOT go to buffalo wild wings with that many people, orders are bound to get screwed up. But don't worry.. Travis got free drinks, free food, free cake & ice cream and a free balloon!!

Seriously though, I feel so lucky that we have such amazing friends.. they would do anything for either of us in a heartbeat.. I don't know how I got so lucky :]


Wish I would have gotten everyone at the table.. this is only the right half :P Bri was ready for the pic! haha so cute.




My Birthday boy ♥


Gatz is always ready for a picture.


French fries in Primos beer haha.


Travs balloon..and Gatz..... doing something. LOL.

expect a real post soon :] and this one will be public <3

is ridiculously gorgeous :)

writing on my blog again : we shall see how long this lasts.

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I'm such a sucker for country music, I really like this song.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KaAULu_kM44 I love the girls tattoo.. it's a heart that says "his" :P

Friday night and the moon is high,
I'm wide awake just watchin' you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have,
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, we're just starting out
But I know somehow paradise is coming.

Chorus :
Someday baby,
You and I are gonna be the ones, good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby,
You and I are gonna be the ones, so hold on, we're headed for a better life.

Oh now theres a place for you and me,
Where we can dream as big as the sky.
I know its hard to see it now,
But baby someday we're gonna fly,
This road we're on, you know it might be long,
But my faith is strong, its all that really matters.

repeat Chorus:

So hold on, hold on, c'mon baby, hold on,
Yeah we're gonna have it all, and ooh

repeat chorus twice :

A better life now, oh ho, a better life
Hey we're gonna leave this all behind us baby, wait and see.
We're headed for a better life, you and me.
We're gonna break the chains that bind and, finally we'll be free.
We're gonna be the ones that have it all, you and me.
Just hold on tight now baby, woooh

This song has nothing to do with anything, I just really love it. :]


There's a beautiful sky tonight and
if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
What has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and
hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
what has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight
you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and
now you put me through hell.
You break me up.
I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart.
Why am I so pathetic?
I don't get it why you won't return my calls.
Can't you look at me once?
And please if you got a minute,
enjoy this lonely sky with me.
It'll swallow us whole if we only let it.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
just to ask
what has he got that I don't have?
Is it his brown eyes?
Well, I'll give a thousand reasons
that tonight you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and
now you put me through hell.
You break me up.
If this sky's going to eat us then I'd like to be digested
into a million pieces with you.
I'd love to be scattered to hell with you.
To hell with you.

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